There are many things I want to burst out. But I don't know where to start it from. We come to this world for being happy, making friends, loving people and be self.

But lots have changed. I am not me anymore. I get frustrated, I get down, I get jealous, I am negative (became pessimist), I don't find happiness in anything, I losing out. I feel like dying. I don't want to be with anyone. Its only my Chika I am living. People wanted to change me and I am a changed person now. I don't know what will happen in coming days or time, but once I was a happy go lucky person. Loved everything I had. Lived a happy life. Found happiness in everything.

Things do change and so does time.

That's all for today. Will speak my heart out some other day again.